Anybody out there?

Hey everyone--

I just feel like I am alone...just talking to myself

I really have wanted to get back to writing, but the good ole' nobody cares about you and what you have to say voice has creeped back in and kept me away. I want the blog to go back to what it was intended to be....a blog about the real, true struggles of recovering from an eating disorder. That means blogging even when recovery sucks, it means blogging on the normal days too....the ones where it's not a good or bad day..it's just a day (in fact I struggle with these days a lot), and of course means sharing successes.

But anyway...I just wonder if there is anyone out there who cares? Because frankly...I feel I lost all of the readers and thus there is no reason to write anymore...it's a strange but real feeling. Also, I want to know what you all want to know about. What struggles are you are your loved ones facing? What do you think I should push myself to look into? Any questions you have about the process (remember I have been residential, inpatient, and outpatient...so I can answer them all)?

I know this may sound need and self-indulgent to ask others to tell me they are reading...but it is the honest truth of what I need right now. So just give me a shout out by comment or e-mail me. Thanks everyone...if you are out there that is....