Sorry I've been away

For anyone who is reading...sorry I haven't written in a while. The grief over losing my dad is at an all time high and it's taking all my energy just to get through the day. I just don't have the time to write right now. I am sorry...but for right now I have to focus on my recovery, every moment, and getting through the day. Recovery wise I am still on track..but my steam, motivation..it's all waning. I am maintaining my weight and haven't told my nutritionist because I can't handle another increase. I am back at school which means back with stress. So I will write again...I just don't know when.